Not feeling so good these days. Don’t ask me why cos I cant tell you exactly. All I know is that I’m frustrated about several things and, in the moment, I cant do anything to heal my pain. I’m afraid of losing my grip. Nobody knows what I’m feeling right now. Nobody knows and NEVER will know. Unbelieveble. I’m really a loser. I used to respect myself, but now… I can’t even talk about. Sick and tired about everything. I need a “turn off” button.